What is I need love?

When i was born, i didnt have a dad. I was fatherless.
After 7 years I was with my mother who have BPD (Borderline Personnality Disorder).
Because of that, i moved to my grandma by force by the DPJ (Directeur de la Protection de la Jeunesse or CPD in english) which have my pessimistic 30 years old uncle

And i dont feel any love from my grandma and my uncle