That seems a little convoluted.. what's stopping you just talking to him? I don't know.. number trails only seem to have got me hurt. I wish I had some actual clarity
No I didn't know that, wheres that come from by the way? To be honest when I've looked just the vast majority of it is just nonsense
I get your motivational thing, but.. I can be that way, an still just get taken advantage of or let down. I can't continually put that energy out there an never get it back it just drains me. No they're not worth my energy, but I barely interact with anyone as it is, outside of work I am literally alone. And I mean.. literally. I hate it
I don't see how she couldn't know my feelings.. like I said she shut me down.. twice. You don't then spill your heart completely do you or she'd have thought I was fucking crazy
I meant work people.. sorry typo. 1 was her friend, I mentioned I missed talkin to her an she said she didn't want talk to me at all. The other was someone I considered a friend who said to trust him that she wasn't interested.. yeah
The olive juice thing, maybe you should try again. It might not have worked like you expect. Or something else could completely undo what you thought you'd done
I was actually feeling pretty good for like what.. a day an a half.. knew it was too good to be true
The account from last week on insta, there was one linked to it, I hadn't spoke to whoever that was but they had 1 of my pics as their profile. Today the account is no longer private an has started posting some other bullshit that makes no sense
I actually felt GOOD for the first time in forever, like I was sure of something. Just feels like a giant game again now. I was sure about the picture, so what the hell could the reason be for more games
So.. YET AGAIN I feel like I'm wrong about things, links I'd made. I'm getting to the conclusion that the only point of this back and forth is to fucking break me completely
The picture is bothering me a lot, that felt really personal.. Now it doesn't. I don't get the way this is being done. I've been open, she must know she can just talk to me, so why not just do it
Ugh.. sorry for my mood I don't know what to do. Or think, again
All that crap last week pushed me to breaking point. I do NOT want that again. I need some fucking real clarity.. answers and I don't have a clue how to get them
Sorry for my other post. I don't want that bleeding into this, I look forward to your posts everyday an I don't want to taint that. I just.. I'm sure that picture is her, it meant a LOT that she'd send that, gave me hope and made me feel there was a level of trust between us that I wasn't too sure on
I could be overreacting to nothing an taking it wrong, I just don't want to feel the way I did last week again. I got annoyed earlier that I actually felt happy an it didn't even last 2 fucking days
Anyway.. still not finished writing everything down.. don't know how I'd even start for other accounts.. more than I've found?! How fuckin many?! Can you at least confirm if my hints are right 😂 I got one related to dreams.. one to another number.. 621..
Why did you mention the new posts thing?
Again I didn't express my entire feelings no.. but that's cos I thought I'd scare the hell out of her. Working together I didn't want her to feel awkward because of me.. but Id spoke to her a lot about relationships.. love and when I I still have her a lift often I said about only ever having eyes for 1 girl.. not long after that I told her I had feelings for her
It is a beautiful poem.. it really jumped out at me. I'm still working on yours by the way.. can't get the pronouns down
Pouring it everywhere would work I think.. though personally.. I don't think I'd need help sniffing it out :)
You should definitely try again though.. you know, to really make sure the message is clear..
I thought you'd like that.. there's no way you can't be a genius really.. my investigative skills are no match for your references.. riddles or the way you play with words
You'd have to be a genius to bring me to my knees :)
If you were here…
Next to me… Your smile I could see…
Our eyes would meet…
My heart would be complete…
Those words of three…
I would say and hear…
Dancing we would do…
With a song or two…
I would even grab you a beer…
As you held me near…
For a moment,
I would close my eyes…
As I feel the tears start to rise…
Perfect it will be…
When it is you and me❤️❤️❤️❤️
These are the pictures…
I choose to keep in my mind…
I love YOU!!! More than words can say…
But everyday, I try in yet another way…
To find the words to convey
A term of enderment heard around the Pacmoore plant. Hispaninc in natrue, a name you would call a friend. If you were to call a Mexican man whom you did not know a "Way" you would most likely get your cola kicked.