feelings:
a confusing compilation of ups and downs constructed in a mindset of constantly needing attention from someone. craving their presence and awareness. having a piece of them always stuck in your mind everywhere; wanting to look into their eyes, or hold their hand, even just see their smile. often ending in heartbreak, depression, tears, and rarely, happiness. this has been going on for as long as humans have lived. when applied to the right people this affection for someone can beautiful. it is quite scarce but if you happen to find someone fitting... hold on
Why are you looking up the word “Feelings”? Is it because you want some insight on how to describe the feelings that you have? Let me describe the feelings that I have.
I wish I had someone to make me feel no alone. No one knows how much I NEED someone to make me happy. I'm sinking in the quicksand of my own emotions and I need someone to pull me out. No one is there to save me. Absolutely no one to pull me out. I don't know how much longer I can go on feeling like this. I have no one and I never have either. I've been trying to find the answer, but I’m beginning to think that there is no answer. There is no answer to the loneliness that I feel. There is no way out of the quicksand of my own emotions. People say that there is always someone else in the world that feels exactly how you do. Knowing that doesn’t make me feel any less alone. My feelings have been like this for many years, and they seem to be getting worse. I wish that I could just shut my feelings away and just be happy. However, I can’t do that. I praise anyone that has the ability to do that. I don’t know when my feelings will change. I put all my hope into changing the way I feel, soon. If I don’t change my feelings, I am certain that they will be the death of me.
To whoever says that they don’t feel somewhat alone…You liar. Everyone feels alone sometimes. I bet that almost everyone when asked how they feel, they say, "I'm fine", when they really aren't. Stop being so proud or so scared and admit to someone that you feel alone. If you don’t want to admit it to someone, at least admit it to yourself.
Aah-haa-haa, aah-haa-haa
Aah-haa-haa-haa-haa-haa-haa
Aah-haa-haa, aah-haa-haa
Aah-haa-haa-haa-haa-haa-haa haahaaaaa
Why would you want to be here?
What do you ever see here?
That doesn’t make you feel worse than you do? »
And tell me, what’s the use of feeling, Blue? »
Why would you want to employ her »
Subjects that destroyed her?
Why keep up her silly
Zoo? Oh, tell me What’s the use of feeling, Blue? Ah ha ha ha ha, ahhh
Ah ha ha ha ha, ahhh
Ahh-ahh
An army has a use
They can go and fight a war
A Sapphire has a use
She can tell you what it’s for
An Agate terrifies
A Lapis terraforms
Where’s their diamond
When they need her, Blue?
You’ve got to be a leader, Blue
Ahhhh Ah ah ah ah
Ahhhh
Ah ah ah ah Ah ha haaa
Ahhhh!
Yes, of course, we still love her
And we’re always thinking of her
But now there’s nothing we can
Do, so tell me Ahh-ahh
What’s the use of feeling?
What’s the use of feeling?
What’s the use of feeling, Blue?
Ohh
How can you stand to be here with it all? (here with it all)
Drowning in all this regret?
Wouldn’t you rather forget her? Ohhh
Won’t it be grand to get rid of it all? (rid of it all)
Let’s make a plan of attack
Start looking forward and stop looking back, oh
Yes, of course, we still love her
And we’re always thinking of her
Don’t you know I miss her, too?
But tell me
What’s the use of feeling?
What’s the use of feeling?
What’s the use of feeling—
Mmm-hmm-hmm, mmm-hmm-hmm
Mmm-hmm-hmm-hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm